DEVLOG ( finally )

Hey there! I wanted to post one of these since like November, but I wasn’t able to, so I’m doing it now.

I wanna talk about my progress, as there has been some months since I haven’t really talked about how more of the game Is doing. I am not very good at productivity, both because of my disability and environment /situation, BUT I do have some progress, even if slow, I often have to create and perfect my art, otherwise I feel understimulated, useless or bored so trust that I WON’T abandon this project!

Initially, I wanted to make a game as a gift to a certain someone, but I had this special idea. This idea was something, I really wanted to make, and sort of became this “healing challenge/tool” to deal with my trauma, while making art but also learning new things about programming and game making. I’ve always liked video games but I truly reconnected with them these past two years, as they have helped me going trough really hard stuff, and giving me a bit more of will to live. While this game is practically just starting, and there’s still a long way to it to complete it, I gotta admit it actually has made me feel a bit better, and I hope other people who have been through the same feel at least a bit better as well when it is completed and the message and story is more clear. 

I have many ideas , there are many possibilities about what could happen and I hope I can implement them all in the game one day, though, there will only be one true ending you will be unable to get, possibly when the game is almost complete, but there will obviously still be much to game before it ( sometimes I think it’s more about how things are done and what you do about it than just what you know and see ). 

I’ve been working on more art, updating the sprites ( I made the current ones quick and the anatomy is rather wonky ? They just could be better ), correcting a few errors, changing the GUI a bit, checking compatibility things, and also contacting some old friends ( as in classmates I was kinda friends with that I don’t see as much anymore because I already am out of there ) since , you know, the game is mixed media I need some more actors for some certain photos, something I am kinda excited about, and the people who will do so have been already chosen and agreed to help me with this project, we just need to finish taking the photos and editing really, which won’t be so hard compared to the rest, probably.

I remember saying there would be another update at the end of the year ( I overestimated my power and underestimated the agenda and familial events lol ), but i think it is most likely it will end up ready in the next two months, at least a little, specially for the ones who are playing LPP for the first times, so in the next one I can actually hit harder. I also have been thinking to make some videos about it (apart from that one numbing vomit video lol) so we will see. 

I also post some art at my lovelypecanpie Tumblr blog ( and also on twt or my main Tumblr, but there’s also other fandom stuff on there ) and my asks are always open, I don’t post much text by myself on there but I do post things that may or may not be sneak peaks or lore related stuff in the form of drawings, and I will be happy to answer stuff about it, in case you’re interested in that, I actually really like talking about it but it’s just harder to do it without anyone asking an specific thing about it ( asd moment ) so feel free to do it. 

Greetings! Remember to not die yet. I haven’t done it either.

(Also, sorry for the bad english.)